I started learning Japanese through a textbook called Japanese for busy people. I was lucky to be taught by a older teacher in Yokohama whom did it for free when i was 19/20 in university.
At the time, balancing university life was really difficult and it made it hard pursuing Japanese at the same time.
After, I graduated during my years of teaching I picked up Wanikani, and began all the way to level 11. Progress sped up, but due to a staff outing, i was present for a rifle shot during a presentation that I didn’t have time to cover my ears for. Messing up my hearing. (unknowingly)
Pandemic strikes, I’m off for months of teaching, and I apply to the JET program, get through and get in. I take Japanese seriously enough but am only able to do basic stuff. most of the other stuff was done through translator etc. But i did pick up a lot of grammar/basic words in the years i was there. Truly an unforgettable experience.
However i feel really dejected because my hearing actually made it hard for me to comprehend very light speakers (>90 percent of kids in japan) and I feel like I was set to fail.
I entered an n4 course and got about halfway before budget made me unable to pay for said course.
Now I wandered to bunpro, and imported my wanikani (lvl 13) and am now noticing some of the Kanji i thought i knew had different uses and conext then I learned.
I feel super dejected for a multitude of reasons → my hearing, noticing i’m not learning properly, im getting older and feel like my capacity to learn is going down.
In your opinion, what/where should i focus on.
My goal is to return to Japan and survive conversation, and be able to read japanese text/watch japanese media.
What are your thoughts?