Specifically, for somebody who has tried like all hell to develop an ear for the language but over the course of studying it on and off for 13 years (seriously for maybe 3 of those years) simply can not understand spoken Japanese a large portion of the time. Sometimes even when I slow it down things sound slurred together. I even lived in Japan for over a year, and I barely picked up anything. I’d like to think I’m not beyond hope, but a lot of the listening resources I listened to just didn’t do it for me.
japanesepod101 was too rambly and had a weird focus on the stuff that was already super obvious while glossing over harder stuff. Still might give it another try if I can’t get think of something else though. I’m actually kinda making progress with grammar again finally, and I don’t want that to go to waste.